Showing posts with label Illusions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Illusions. Show all posts

Monday, March 26, 2012

Modest Dreams & Awakenings

by Kacey Hammell

When I was growing up, people constantly asked what I wanted to be when I was older. Of course, it seemed to change every time – teacher, dancer, singer, and Equestrian rider – but as I got into my mid-teens one thing became clear. I just wanted to be a Mom. I didn’t care about anything else or that my friends wanted to be doctors, lawyers, movie stars, executives, I had my sights set on being a Mom.

And I’ve been blessed with three wonderful kids. Nothing matters more to me than my three rascally heartbreakers who tend to have me wrapped around their finger sometimes…don’t tell!

When I first wrote Awakenings (years ago), the sequel to Illusions (now available with Decadent Publishings), my oldest son was just 7 years old. TODAY…he turned 13 !!!!  To say the years have flown by is an understatement. And how mature he’s also become! When I was re-working Awakenings earlier this year in order to submit to DP, he was a great help when thinking from Roger Osborne’s POV.

Roger is a young boy, nine years old, whose mother is killed by his father. In Awakenings, Roger is hiding from his father, as well as the police, and Alicia is desperate to find him. I don’t want to give too much away, but Jacob was sitting beside me while redoing those scenes and really got into Roger’s mindset. Jacob let me know that the pain, fear, worry and doubt that Roger feels in the story was spot on, and off, in some places and I really found myself digging deeper into Roger than ever before.

So, today, as one of my baby boys turns 13, I wish him a very happy birthday and much love. Without his help, I don’t think I would have enjoyed revising Awakenings as much as I did. He’s my little man. I’m so proud of him! J
And I’m thrilled to say that my biggest dream, to just be a Mom, has definitely come true. It’s my favourite job!

Though unedited, I wanted to share a brief snippet of Roger Osborne, as we meet him in Awakenings.
Awakenings, Coming Soon with Decadent Publishing
Excerpt © Kacey Hammell, 2012

Cold, so cold.
Huddled behind the wall of his apartment in a secret room equipped with a pillow and blanket, some rations of food—crackers, nutrition bars and juice boxes of orange juice—Roger Osborne wrapped his arms around his body to keep himself warm. Though he had a blanket, he wasn’t sure he’d ever truly be warm again.
Tears ran down his cheeks. He closed his eyes and felt the sobs overtake his body. All he saw behind his eyelids was his mom’s body on the ground.
When his father started to pound on the door of their apartment, his mother had rushed him to her room where she had built the hidden room behind the wall. She’d given him strict orders to keep quiet and not come out for any reason.
The door could open from the outside by pushing firmly on the top right corner. Hinges were only seen from the inside and a chain kept the door locked from the inside. Anyone in the bedroom would never know the hidden room was there. His mother had been precise in her cuts in the wall to make the door and made sure it would never be noticeable.
When he heard the patio door bang open and his father’s voice bellow, his body shook and knew no matter what, he couldn’t let his father find him.

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Heroines Seeking Justice

 

by Kacey Hammell

A lot of interviewers ask me what prompted me to write a hard-ass, tough, female lead Detective like Isabella Knowles in Illusions.  The idea for her character came to me during a dream and called to me. Yes, we authors do have voices in our heads that come to us whenever they choose to do so and we’re helpless not to listen.

But, in thinking of the long line of female detectives that I’ve enjoyed for years, some back into my childhood I thought I’d share the influences that might have contributed a little to Isabella.

First up, Cagney & Lacey – Tyne Daly & Sharon Glass. TV was a lot of fun back in the 80s. Cagney & Lacey aired from ’81 to ’88. I grew up enamored with this show and the idea to be a police officer or in some other area of law enforcement. Of course, as I got older, guns terrified me and I realized the job wasn’t as fun and exciting as TV made it seem. But Cagney & Lacey were two female detectives, who when I think back during a time when women were just beginning to take larger roles in many occupations that were usually domineered by men—especially for Lacey’s character who was also a mom and working in a dangerous profession full time. I loved that she could balance and pull off both.

Then there was Jessica Fletcher in Murder, She Wrote. Not a detective exactly, but damn her investigative instincts and nature were awesome to watch. On the air from 1984 to 1996, it was one of the best procedural dramas of all time. I loved Jessica’s grit, heart and spunk and it was just entertaining from start to finish.

Then I discovered JD Robb’s “In Death” series. Lt. Eve Dallas, Peabody, Mavis, Mira – all amazing women who give tough heroines a whole new meaning. From Eve’s struggles to her friendships with Mavis, Mira & Peabody, Eve is the epitome of tortured heroines and powerful detectives. Her story, the heart she tries to hid, crazily balancing her marriage with murder – it all draws the reader in and I know I’m compelled to read the books over and over. I’m helpless to inhale every new release within twenty-four hours.

Nowadays, I’m totally addicted to a lot of cop shows, some I record faithfully every week. Two of my absolute faves are …

Rizzoli & Isles, based from Tess Gerritsen’s stories, represents two strong women who work together, have become best friends and both have the need for justice. They don’t take anything for granted, balance crazy relationships (Rizzoli with her family!), and the need to connect with someone intellectually (Isles!). Plus, Maura Isles’ shoe collection is worthy of tuning in for too! LOL

SVU is a difficult show to watch at times. Especially now that Christopher Meloni (Stabler) is no longer on the show. Very sad indeed. The content/stories really hit you in the gut when watching. But it makes me appreciate my family, the lessons it teaches me and reminds me to keep my guard up in protecting my kids and never take anything for granted. Mariska Hargitay (Benson) is an amazing actress, who really makes her character believable. Since watching from the first episode back in 1999 (now in Season 13!!), the character has evolved into a multi-faceted, compelling woman who doesn’t just do her job, but does it with compassion, understanding and heroic.

More about ILLUSIONS:
Romantic Suspense/Erotic Romance
Protection. Adventure. Love.
It's all found within The Arms of the Law...

Detective Isabella Knowles, a tough-as-nails cop, lives by the law, and knows what she wants out of life. And it doesn't include marriage or all that comes with it. Everything Isabella has ever known seems like an illusion when a new relationship makes her feel more alive than ever before.  She isn’t happy about it and fights it every step of the way.

Burned by his fiancé years ago, seer and P.I., Brady Jacobs never wants another commitment in his life.  But his bachelorhood and heart are threatened when he has one of his visions and see a killer striking too close to the woman he has recently come to love.

Danger lurks close to home and neither Brady nor Isabella like that they can’t control every situation…especially matters of the heart.

Available at Decadent Publishing Today!!!!

To celebrate the release of Illusions, I’m giving away an ebook from Decadent Publishing to one lucky winner. For a chance to win, simply leave a comment and your name!

Friday, December 16, 2011

Getting to know Kacey Hammell!



Hmm, some things about me that very few people or no one knows about me.  It’s hard to make a list since I’m pretty open about a lot of things, especially with blogging, facebooking, tweeting, interviewing…well you get the picture.

Number Eight…
I am greatly, seriously addicted to Shemar Moore (aka Derek Morgan on Criminal Minds).  I mean look at this pic of him…need I say more? Wednesday nights, for one hour—okay, I have the DVD seasons too, so whenever I want to watch—I’m glued to the TV and can’t be disturbed. It’sShemar& me time…

Number Seven…
All through high school, I was a legal secretary for a family law attorney. I met a guy and we moved away, and well, the rest they say is history.

Number Six…
I have the most horrible fear of snakes. Not a little fear, but a HUGE one. So bad that I can’t see a snake on tv without jumping on the sofa. I’ve had the same recurring nightmare for as long as I can remember, about being smothered by a snake. Not sure what age the nightmare started, and my brothers have sworn to hell and back they never bothered me with snakes when we were kids, but that nightmare is terrifying.

Number Five…
I inhale stories featuring ménage a trois. I need them like a kid needs candy. Gotta have them, in bulk, as often as possible. I’d never participate in one but I love them. Well okay, if Shemar Moore walked through the door and hubby said it was okay…

Anyway, moving on…

Number Four…
Ten years ago, my husband asked me to marry him in August and we were married in October. I organized, made centerpieces, had dresses fitted for Maid of Honour, flower girl and my mother, had all the suits for the men booked all myself, and the day was perfect. I’m hell on wheels when on deadline. *g*

Number Three…
Did I mention those ménage a trois stories?  I feel a sudden urge coming on to grab one from the pile.  Hubby would probably love it too, since I sometimes read them to him. He’s such a dear to be interested in what I’m interested in. *wink*

Number Two…
My Mom & my daughter are really my best friends. I grew up a Tomboy, played football/baseball and hung out with guys mainly and didn’t much care for the “girl” dramas. Even to this day, years after high school, I’m the same way.But now, I’d rather hang out with my mom and daughter than anyone (Hubby aside—for different reasons *g*).

Number One…
I’m a huge crier. From weddings to cute babies, to tearjerker books and movies, I cry a lot. I’m a huge sap.  Even during my TV shows, the waterworks just come as they may.  Biggest tearjerker movie for me is P.S. I Love You. Of course, the first time I ever watched it was about a week after losing my dad, so it was endless tears. But even to this day I cry through pretty much all of it.  TV Shows – even when someone is shot, in danger, killed or leaves a show, I’m bawling as if I’ve lost my dearest friend.  Even when a contestant wins a reality show, it’s like I’m a member of their darn family, I’m crying along with them. 
So while I’m pretty tough when it comes to my family and kids, friends and will kick a$$e$ and take name for those near and dear to me and causes I believe in—I can cry an ocean.


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Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Kacey Hammell's 10Q Tuesday!


How did you start your writing career?
I began in this business as a reviewer. I worked at an online site, created an Erotic Romance section when the site was primarily just Mainstream, did interviews, etc. I got to meet a lot of authors, work with them, enjoy hundreds of stories a month. I really loved it.   Soon thereafter, I started critiquing some author’s WIPs, doing some side-line editing, then it evolved into a business of editing more frequently and pushed reviewing back.  My husband started making the suggestions to write my own stories.  After months of listening to that, an idea came to me in a dream and I wrote it with 4 mths starting the next morning.  I quickly became addicted and wrote 5 stories within 2 years. Unfortunately, with my dad’s death, I had to put writing aside to concentrate on his businesses, family and have only recently picked up the pen again to “start over”.

Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes. My oldest brother passed away about a decade ago and I have seen him in windows, heard his words whispering through my mind during difficult times. There are also some interesting images within pictures of my children that give me pause.  There’s one specifically where there is a perfectly shaped angel over my two children’s shoulders when they were younger.  There are many spirits around us, IMO, angels watching over, taking care of their loved ones.  I’m definitely a believer.

What does your significant other and family think of your writing career?
My family has been wonderfully supportive. My oldest child, she’s 15, knows more about my writing than my boys do, and she thinks it’s incredible.  All of my kids love books and reading, and have even written some great stories of their own in school. Perhaps one day, one of them will pick up a pen and write in the future. *g*
And of course, my husband, who claims it’s all because of his nudging and nagging that got me writing.  Yes, he’s like a pimp, ROFL, always telling people about my work and that he started it all.
Now, if only he’d put in some of the long hours for me!!!

Do you use a pen name? If so, how did you come up with it?
Yes I do. Kacey is a mash of my real name as well as my Mom’s. Hammell – though it was just something that I discovered when searching Irish last names  (I think the flaming red hair in my pix on my site give it away that I’m Irish) is the real eye-opener. Though I found Hammell (actually spelled with only 1 L, but I liked it better with 2) during that search for Irish last names, I later come to find out, that I have some ancestors who originated in Ireland with the last name.  Going back about 5 generations, the name exists, spelled as O’Hamill).  It’s quite a “woo-woo” thing to know that a name was chosen just because of its Irish connection, but then to find out that it’s actually connected to me specifically … well, it still gives me freaking chills !!!  LOL

Do you listen to music while writing? If so what?
Every time I sit to write there’s music playing. I know many authors that can only write in the absolute quiet, without kids around, or distractions. But I find that I sometimes need to have the kids around me as well when writing.  Sometimes the silence is too much. I have written thousands of words when my kids are at home, watching tv, playing games or whatever. It’s an odd thing, IMO, but it works.  If the kids aren’t home, then it’s music constantly. Sometimes I just turn the radio on but for the most part it’s my ensemble of different types of music. I love Daughtry, AC/DC, Adele, Hedley, Michael Buble, Andrea Bocelli, Simple Plan, Carrie Underwood, Maroon 5, Enrique Iglesias, Johnny Reid, Tim McGraw, Garth Brooks, Lady Antebellum, Def Leppard, Bon Jovi, Eminem … it’s a strange mix that is always on the MP3 player/mixed CDs.

What was the scariest moment of your life?
There were two actually, and very close together, that really scared the hell out of me. First was July 2007 when my father passed away unexpectedly. Though grieving, it was in the back of my mind as to how I would live without the man that taught me so much, was my savior and protector, who loved me unconditionally. And I was filled with worry “how do I take care of Mom without Dad”.   It’s difficult to lose anyone in your life but it’s so scary to have a parent ripped away from you, no matter what age.
Secondly, September 2007, when my oldest son (age 8 then) collapsed at school and was rushed to the hospital. He was diagnosed with Type One Diabetes that day. He’d shown signs of fatigue, etc., and had a Dr. appt coming up the next day, but his body couldn’t wait.  It’s terrifying to get a phone call that your child has been rushed to a hospital, and more so, when he’s diagnosed with an illness that you’re not familiar with and that he’ll have forever.  It’s also difficult to feel so helpless. I felt incredibly helpless that day to help him, get his body reacting positively and “cure” him myself, as any parent wants to heal their child. It was hard to watch him suffer and know that he’d have some hardships in the coming years.   But amazingly, he’s adjusted to things a lot easier than I did. While scary as hell, my son also became my hero during that time, pushing through the first difficult months and now 4 years later, he’s having the time of his life.

Tell us about your next release.
Illusions, coming soon at Decadent Publishing *g*
What can an author say about the first characters she ever wrote and have such a tight hold on my heart?
Isabella & Brady are both determined, strong, difficult and sexy. Neither wants commitments in their life outside of their jobs but love doesn’t have a timeline, does it?  Illusions is a very spicy Romantic Suspense that is filled with a lot of tension, a killer on the loose and a romance that will pull readers in.  Plus, Brady is a seer and uses his gift for good. Sparks fly whenever Isabella & Brady are together.

Is there a writer you idolize? If so who?
There are many that I love to read – Sara Brookes, JD Robb, Suzanne Brockmann, Patricia A. Rasey, Lauren Dane, Lori Foster, John Grisham, Kathy Reichs, and Maya Banks.
But the one I most idolize and am standing in line at a brick & mortar bookstore for on the day of each release…Jaci Burton. I absolutely LOVE her work. Every piece she’s ever written is on my shelf and there are times I feel like a stalker! LOL  I visit her site a couple times a week for any updates, follow her twitter & Facebook pages…I know I can’t be the only one!
I’ve read her for nearly a decade now, we met back when I reviewed her work, and have no plans of stopping. And I’ve been lucky enough to meet her at a couple RT Conventions in the past…nothing like meeting your Idol!  Very few others come close to writing romances like Jaci does.

Beatles or Monkees? Why?
OMG my folks played both quite often when I was growing up, plus Elvis, Rolling Stones, Motown. You name it, I think my parents listened to it.
But I’d have to say the Monkees. I mean, how can you not love guys who just write friendly, carefree lyrics like:
Hey, Hey, we’re the Monkees/And People say we monkey around/But we’re too buys singing/To put anybody down
I think some artists today that like to poke fun/ridicule other artists in their music could learn a thing or two from the past. And people around the world in general.  The Monkees just seemed to write “feel good and fun” songs. 

What makes you happy?
My children’s smiles. Knowing they are happy, living life to the fullest, experiencing new things is all I need.  Plus, my immediate family around me fills me with so much joy, it’s incredible.  

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